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| I just wanted to inform everyone that I'm no longer going to use Xanga. I'll be useing Myspace. Anyway, my myspace address is www.myspace.com/jcridlebaugh incase anyone cares. | | |
| Nothing really new or interesting here. The only piece of news I have is that I can still go into the military. I'm pretty sure I'm going to go this time. I don't want to leave Don and everything, but I'm just not happy with sitting around and college won't do anything for me. I'm not interested in things like that so much. I know many of my friends are in college or going to go to college, but that's their choice. Somehow, I'm just different. Some of them may think I'm crazy, or weird, but honestly, it doesn't matter what they think. They're not me and it's not their life. If they don't want to join, fine. They don't have to, but I am different and the civilian world just isn't enough for me. Things are twisted in both worlds, but at least in the military the people you work with and work for care about you and your family. At least in the Air Force. I don't know about other branches, so I can't speak for them. However, I do know that the Air Force cares. Maybe not overall, but the people that you see every day and talk to, they care about the little things. They don't just tell you to get over it and move on. It's what I expected really. Something else is though, I'm don't want to leave Don. I'm clingy, I'll admit, but when he left for basic and everything, I was so lonely. I hate feeling that way. I always take another look at joining for that reason. I know it would only be a short time and we'd be back together again, but that doesn't change anything for me. I know it would still hit me like a ton of bricks. I just wonder if I'd really be stong enough to go ahead and do it. Leave Don to go to basic and tech school I mean. It sucks really bad, to be alone like that and miss someone so much. I didn't think I'd get through it before. Which is why I wonder about doing it all again. It may be worth it in the end. I would be happier and we would be together. It's just know that 8 weeks I'd be away from him and then whatever time I'd have in tech school. That's what sucks so much about it all. Some people it wouldn't bother them like it does me, and I wish I could be more like that, but I'm just not. Some would say I'm a whimp. No, I just hate being alone and missing him so much. What I feel is VERY unplesant. I know some people would understand. | | |
| She saw the look in his eyes
N' she knew better
He wanted her tonight
And it was now or never
He made her feel so sad
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin' Now Jamie wouldn't say all right
She knew he'd forget her
N' so they said ah-good night
Oh, and now he's gone forever
She wants to send him a letter, uh yeah yeah
Uh, just to try to make herself feel better
It said "Gimme (Gimme a call sometime)"
But she knows what that'll get her
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Now Jamie's been in love before (Ahh-ahh)
And she knows what love is for (Ahh-ahh)
It should mean a little, a little more (Ahh-ahh)
Than one night stands. Woo!
(Guitar Solo)
She wants to send him a letter, uh yeah yeah
Just to try to make herself feel better
It said "Gimme (Gimme a call sometime)"
But she knows what that'll get her Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin' | | |
| That job interview I just got done talking about... I'm not going to it. I need to get my college done and over with. I can get it half off right now. That's never going to come around again. I have to take what I can get. Plus, I don't want to end up not getting college. Right now is the best time to go. Anyway, I'm still going to get a job for the rest of spring and summer, just one not so serious. | | |
| Nothing much is going on here. I have a job interview Wednesday. Hopefully that works out well. If it does, then Don and I will have some extra money, which would be good. Well, that's it pretty much. Other than I'm just hanging out today. | | |
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